Have you ever felt like you couldn't take a horrible situation any longer? Have you had moments were you held stuff in, and then blows you top off when you can't hold it in any longer?
Well I have been there. I have once began to get aggravated/ upset and I sat in my closet and cried and wept before the Lord! I feel as if when I do this I become more stronger and more wiser in the situation that I am facing.
When you get to that point of being "out of control", just remember God is always there for you. He always has a greater plan than anyone else. You can plead the Blood of Jesus over your mind, rebuke Satan out of your situation, bind any evil spirit in the name of Jesus. Always remember God has never left your side, just call his name out and he will guide you through every step that comes your way. I cannot count the number of times, I have fallen down, went down the wrong path, and almost lost a battle, and then God just picks me right back up again! :) He always knows what to do, and what to say when a situation is bad. So, just a little word of encouragement from your sis., Praise God no matter what you go through in life, because it just gets you one step CLOSER with your father above! :)